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Today was an ok day, not that bad.
In the morning was rough though. I was crying and sobbing to myself feeling unloved like always (been somewhat arguing with this guy, if you want to read its about one entry down). I listened to Behind These Hazel Eyes and Somewhere I Belong and that didn't really help at all. 1) the reason maybe being because my period was today *waiting for all the men to gasp in the room* so that just made it all the worse. I sometimes call it the big 'Dot' cause of well its the --> . what else do I call it on AIM XD.
After a while I just rped (roleplay) with Raya, but then again it didn't make me feel any better.
My little brat sis Kels walked in my room around maybe 2 making me look up from my computer.
"Hey c'mon."
I give her a confused look like always. "Where?" I said turning back to the computer.
"We're going out for lunch. Come on Corylen is waiting."
Lunch, I thought, Wtf? Its 2pm, we missed lunch. But I got up anyway and made my way down stairs to see my little neice Sage and my sis-inlaw. Once they took their looks at me my mum and Cor knew something was wrong with me. They asked me what was wrong, so I lied.
"I'm tired I didn't get any sleep, and besides I'm on my peirod." Give it to the big 'Dot' to get me out of my depression talk. Once I said that they laid off of me all day. Before we went to eat my sis and mom had to go to a place to get my sis's prom dress fixed up (it was too long for her XD shorty). I felt a little worse cause I hate proms after my last one having no date and crying alone. It took them a while to get the dress in and tell the women what they wanted but I didn't care, they lady had a sweet little doggy so I just played with him (he was so cute and cuddly).
We went to ABC (aka Atlanta Bread Comp) and I perked up a bit cause I liked that place a lot. I had some Tchi(sp) tea which made me a little sleepy. Then it happened, cramps ><. Man today it hurt like a mother. My mum gave me some meds but that didn't work and I had brass band today too. I wanted to go cause why? Because the hot college student shy and quiet trumpet player Tory was gonna be there. So I sucked it up and just went.
Well before that when I got home we saw my dad's camaro (Z28). He was gonna take my lesson today and I was gonna just meet him when brass band started but he was at home. When we got close enough we all went WTF because on the side of my dad's camaro it looked like an egale shited on the side of his driver door! OMG! My mom and sis and myself all loled our heads off. My pops came out steeming when we parked in the driveway.
"I'm gonna buy a beebee gun and shoot that damn bird!" He yelled. I couldn't help but laugh more and more at the sight of my dad. "I'm gonna get Little Boy (our 3rd cat) to kill this bird for me! You know what I bet that bird sits there lookin at himself and when he sees himself he goes "Ohhhh" and shits all over the place!"
I died laughing at the last line I nearly shit in my own pants.
Once my dad was done ranting and raving about the stupid peeker we left for the college for my lessons and brass band with me still laughing (though it hurt because of the cramps ><)
I walked in the college band room and there he was, tall, black hair, quiet, and VARY hot Tory talking to my trumpet teacher Mr.Tom, I think I died from the blush.
"Hi Tory." I said with a smile trying to act cool (somewhat I act like a total child in brass band). And he looked at me and said,
"Hey." With a smile also.
KYAAAAAAAAAA!* I was so happy. He doesn't talk much but he said hi to me! ME ME ME! I wish I was 17 and so close in age with him. I wish I was pretty too so he would ask me out! Oh what I would do to get asked out by 18 year old hot stuff Tory! I actually met Tory around Christmas time when we needed a trumpet player for a thing we were doing at Church (I was 14 at the time) and I so fell hard for him. I don't think he will go for me though cause I act so childish and I'm 15 (but I'm nearly 16). *sighs* But ohhhh I can dream.
Well after lessons (it was just us 4 Trumpets Brad, Tory, my dad, and myself so it was fun)I talked to Tory a little. Hes sick has a cold he says, hope he will be ok. I stood outside with Tom and my dad as they talked about Jazz band and Brass band and trying to get it out into the comunity (fat chance) so I spent 30mins walking around.
When I got home I went to my comp and rped a little with Shun and at the same time wrote my KenshinXSano 30Kisses fanfic (on my new account RurouniXSano). It was fun talkin to Shun again, we always seem to have fun together somehow. I talked to Maria also so that was nice.
After all that I went down stairs and watched The Blues Brothers with my sis and the Rents. I love that movie and I heard that my sis's 'boyfriend' (not yet but he still is her prom date *growls*) loves them too and he and his boddy were like them.
"Maybe they should do that for a talent show. I would say skip school to see that."
To say the least, it was an ok day.
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Well yesterday didn't really go as well as I wanted. Heres my story.
I got up a little early by my cell going off. I moved around trying to find where in the visinity it was in my footon (aka my bed/couch). When I found it I opened it and found out it was my gay buddy, Jared.
"Yellow?" I groaned a little still trying to wake up.
"Oh were you asleep? Sorry. Hey your gonna meet me at the trolly at 12 ok."
"Righto." I responded getting up and started to get ready for my shower.
When I got done with my shower I went down stairs to cheek up on my e-mails (been grounded for a month and a half). I see me mum walking around but I didn't care, she has seen me on her comp before and I don't think she cared anyways. But when I got on the comp I heard the door bell ring and bump ba! Guess what! The computer guy (Wes; not my school buddy and fake brother) walks in and my mom tells me the guy came to fix up the comps in the house (we have like 50). It was like what 10 so it didn't bother me, THEN.
So the comp guy came to my room I think about 2nd (mum told me to clean my room before I bulted with Jared) so I talked to him for a while. He was 24, kinda cute for a comp guy, was in band (trombon player), went to syemore(sp) high (that is like way way way waaaaay ways from where I lived or anyone else for that matter), and he toled me how to undisable my comp that my dad disabled a month and a half ago. We joked about about gay people in my band and what things they would play (Horn XD) and then we joked around about old cartoons and junk. He also helped me put in my light (I was being stupid again and didn't know what to do). After that he went off and started working on my mum's comp, by that time it was about maybe 11:30am.
I called mum and told her that we had to leave soon but then!!!
"I can't leave unless he is done."
I think I nearly died when she said that.
So I wait and then she walks in and says I have to clean my closet and put my manga somewhere else. I think I died a 2nd time. So I do that and when we leave is like 1pm. I died the 3rd and last time. She said we would go to where I was planing to hang out with my friend and look for him, but the problem is that is it was in another city all together. So we go and go through the city twice (and I told them to leave me cause I know we could find them) and we couldn't find Jared or his friends. I just sat in the back with rage coming out of my ears and I know you could see steem too. My mom and sis went shose shopping after that and I stayed in the car and burnt to a crisp (I was really angry). When we got home I went up stairs after a talk with my mom and just started reading Rurouni Kenshin (vol 3 I think).
After a while my dad comes home then to my room. He yells at me cause he said I made my mom sad (that kinda hurt me). He threw me out of my room and I stayed in the living room watching tv. Mum came out of her office when Law and Order Ci came on so we watched it together (thats how we make up through Law and Order). All and fair I went up stairs to my room and went on the comp and talked to Angela (Maria) some (glad to hear from her again). I wanted to talk to Drack but he wasn't on.
It was midnight when my cell went off and I thought it was my alarm but it was Maria. She called me and she has the most sweetest voice so at least it made my night.
In the morning was same old for me. Me mum didn't come in my room for a while until 12 when her and my sis went out shopping (stuff for my sis's 8th grade prom....I hate when she talks about it tho cause my last prom I didn't have a date so I walked out and cried by myself). We went out, ate some miccy Ds and I bought a movie for my PSP (Narnia). So it was ok better then yesterday. When we got home I finished the 6th vol of Rurouni Kenshin so I need to but the rest soon. The rents and my sis and I watched a movie tonight and now here I am. Replying to this person (guy I think) that I have never met or I dunno seen before. Wonder how he came onto this dinggy jl anyways? Now I am tired. *yawns*Current Mood:  drained |
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I haven't been doing good lately. I've been hurting. I know Justin and Quint are gonna read this and going to be all 'I'm here for you' shit and what not. I know they love me and I love them both too but now its not enough.
To catch you up, Meagan and I split up and I've been hurting more ever since. Shun has kinda become my gf because I need someone but its just the same as we were when we were just friends. Nothing seems real to me.
"Church ***** Sunday school *****"
My mom and Mrs. Margie came back from gatlinburg and talking in the kitchen. I hope my mom does not come in her computer room cause I don't want her to see this at all. She does not know when I'm hurting or not, and I don't really give a rat's ass if she does. I don't know why I even stay in this house anymore. I want to runaway, I want to live with Eric, Michael and Shun so much.
"Flostan Paradise!" The tv sounded.
The Fifth Element is on in the living room but I don't care. My eyes sting and I can barly see the computer screen.
I've been crying since 7pm or something like that cause I feel so alone and so...I don't know. Do you ever feel like your just I don't know fading away from everything and everyone. I feel like me and Jared are fading from each other and now I think me and Josh are too. I've kinda already fadded from my family so its no new to me. I'm fading from Justin and Quint I know that and from everyone else in my school. I cry because I'm gonna fade away but I'm not going to die....fading away is worse then death...
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Kels is asleep beside me as I type and IM Josh (Atlanta Boy!). Me, Quint, her and Jared were watching flashes on my comp and had limited seating. We watched stuff on Quint's web site and Happy Tree Friends and a few funny ones on That Video.com. It was all good.
My little sis turned and started smaking her lips a little as a sign she was half awake and half asleep. Shes kinda welcome to sleep in my room. I don't mind as long as she gets out in the morning.
Me and Josh are talking on AIM about first kisses. Mine was taken by Justin and I wasn't wanting it that much. I told him I have kissed after that before (Justin: 2 Quint: 1) and that it kinda didn't have meaning to it (Quint did a little). Odd thing me and Josh both have gfs named Meagan. He told me about his first kiss and I told him mine (both odd in their own ways). I'm telling him the only one I would kiss is Meagan but she is 3000 miles away from me and I never get to talk to her at all.....I wish I could.
Its odd though me and Josh are still friends. I met him at the New Years Eve party (I will up load the scrips soon there funny) and I thought he was just way too cool to hang out with me so I just wrote on my dad's laptop. Soon we started playing with fireworks and me and him got to talking and we became friends. I told him my AIM and he told me his # and I thought it would be the end forever, that I would never talk to him but then he IMed me and then started texting me during school and we talk more (like everyday now). I was suprised he called me cool and junk. I even told him I had a little crush on him when I met him and he said he did too (I think he was taking pity on me). But I don't know why hes my friend. Mostly I'm hopeless but oh well his anger prob. I'm gonna go talk to him more. I'll be seeing you.Current Mood:  content Current Music: Boys Boys Be My Boy |
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Ok HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! I will post what I did and more tomorrow! Love ya all!Current Mood:  w00t w00t |
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"Hello?"
"What are you doing!" I yelled at my freind Jared. "Are you awake?"
"Yeah I've been cleaning my room."
"Oh...well..get over here!"
"I can't. I don't think my mom can take me."
I think I died when I heard that. Today we were planing on going ice skating me and the ace gang along with my little sis. It was going to be so much fun! I couldn't wait to fly across the ice and leave Justin out in the middle of the rink. It was going to be fun but! The plans were changing because Jared couldn't get a ride. While I was talking on the phone I was IMing Justin telling him what was happening. He said he would come over my house and pick me up then Quint then Jared (who was walking to Atlanta Bread cop.) SO I said yes to it and then looked at my sis (who was on the bed playing video games).
"So Kels...your not going?" I asked seeing is that I told her to get ready an hour ago.
"Yes I am." She said still playing her DS (mine!).
"Well hes on his way...now!" I yelled getting up and starting for my room.
"Oh! Wait for me then!" Then she rushed off to take a shower and stuff.
:10 mins later:
I was in my room listen to my music (and my sis moving in her room) when Justin came to the door.
"Hey Justin."
"Hey." He said and walked up to my room.
I smiled and left him to stay in my room as I went to get money from my mom and check up on my sis and how far she was on herself. When I got back to my room I crawled on Justin and kissed him (why I don't know he still is a bad kisser...sorry Justin!). But something happened and I guess I got horny because I started to feel weird between my legs and started to rub it on his...well his croch. Then I started moaning and shit and thats when I pulled away (partly because my sis was coming) after that we left.
In the car I started thinking about Meagan and thats when I started getting sad about what I done with Justin because I wanted to do that with her and her only (damnit!). I started feeling bad but I hid it (or tried to) from them.
We picked up Quint and then Jared and went off to the trolly station. When we picked up Quint I felt something, sadness from him so I kept my eye on him just in case.
So while we were waiting for the trolly I met up with Rob and Allen (who called me last night and asked if they could come). It was nice seeing them and Kels took to Rob quite well and I was glad. So we get on the trolly and I had to get in between Justin and Rob and yep...I was somewhat molested by the both of them (mostly boob touching and butt touching). But it didn't take so long so I was happy to get out (I don't like crowds).
So we started walking up to the place were the traim was so we could get to the rink. But when we got there the traim was crowded! Omg we all knew we couldn't get up there so we walked around the place till 5:30pm. While we were on our walk it was mostly up in pares or threes. Quint and Justin walked together and me and Jared walked together while Kels, Rob and Allen walked in the back of us. It was ok I didn't mind besides I like walking with Jared because we hold hands and I don't feel so alone so much (I've been feeling alone since Meg left).
Quint was kind (in a sad way) to me. He baught me a wooden katana (japanese sword) and I was so happy! I couldn't believe he got it for me. I also got a Bisexual simbol sticker and a LP pach. I wasted most of my money on DDR and some food. But soon we had to leave so we went back to the trolly place and waited for our (pink) trolly.
On the trolly Jared started to cry so I did what I thought would help...I *blushes* sang to him. I sang; May It Be, by Enya and Listen To Your Heart, by I don't know who. I hoped it worked because he stopped crying. I was glad. I want to be his angel and protect him while I am away from my love. Quint also knew there was something wrong with him we both saw it and I'm glad (well I hope) he is happier then he was.
Now I'm at home and drained of emotion because I took Justin, Quint and Jared's. I'm tired and weak and I miss my love. I just hope me and Jared will do something New Years Eve so I can get my mind off of her for a while.
Dec. 28th, 2005 @ 09:24 pm
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I feel so empty...I miss Meagan. When I met her I felt like I had found my soul mate, my lover, my forever but that was short lived till she was taken away from me. Now I live without her...now I fanlly realize I have to live day to day for 4 years without her...I'm gonna miss 4 years of her life...she has already gotten kittens with Lilly and now all she talks about is her kitten Kyo...I know I shouldn't be jealouse of a cat...but still...shes happier without me....maybe I should let her go...and never love anyone again...
Dec. 25th, 2005 @ 10:03 pm
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At church I saw him again, Brain, the boy from my past. I knew he would come to church today but I just thought he wouldn't. Church went on like always. We were late again, the servmon was long and I tried to pass the time by.
After this happened I went with Kels over to her friends and talked for a bit till I saw him come down the row with his family. He smiled over at me and said.
"Sorry you don't remember me."
I slightly kicked his shin and giggled. God I was stupid. Why did I giggle?
I walked around the church borad out of my mind till I saw him again so I took him by the neckless and said. "I'm sorry I don't remember you."
Brain just smiled at me and we talked a bit till he had to leave. I gave him a hug and we said. "Nice seeing you again." At the same time. It was weird.
I walked around some more till it was time to go but when we were leaving a cop came up to us and said our house was on fire! OMG OUR HOUSE IS ON FIRE!
My Dad was pissed because he was going over the speed limit like 50 miles. He was cusing and junk and when we got to our house we saw it was only a little fire and it only caused smoke in the whole place. Still my dad was pissed. God I was so scared 'cause Luna (my dog) and my cat was still inside. I'm glad they were safe but God this christmas is turning out to be a weird one.
Dec. 25th, 2005 @ 12:23 pm
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| » Marrryyyyy Christmas!!!!!!!!!! |
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Marry Christmas!
To:
(t3h ace gang)
Justin
Quint
Jared
(family)
My sis Kels
T3h Rents (parents)
Mike
Cor (Mike's wife whos gonna have a baby!)
Brandy and her family
(PFHS bandmates)
Chris
Stvie-bird
Josh
Ben
Cyleeness!
Nick and John G. (da two boys I annoy)
David S.
Jordan (Go Tubas! Go!)
Sam (Go Samness!)
(PFHS Schoolmates)
Rob
Britt
Drew
Wes (Kris)
(others mostly DMZ)
Aidsman (my sex god)
Brian (Glenn)
(Gaia friends)
Yama (my lover's friend)
Hero (Mattew's friend)
Mattew (Jared's lover ^^)
Asato-kun (Joe)
Shun! (I love you!)
Lover
Meagan (Yuki) Forever a Marry Christmas
From:
t3h JC or Jesse
These people I give all my love and cheer to. I hope their lives are filled with joy, peace and love forever. Marry Christmas guys I love you all!
Dec. 25th, 2005 @ 10:12 am
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Tonight was a night I remet someone from my past 7 years age though I do not remember him at all.
After my dad and I took Jared to his house (and socializ with his family) we went to a christmas party at someone's house who was in the church. The party was fun and a lot of people were commenting on my new hair look ("Awww its so cute!" or "That looks great on you."). It was all going well this Christmas Eve.
Thats when I met Brain. He was sitting alone on the stairs so I wallked over and sat down with him (after I ate a hot dog).
"Hi what are you doing alone?" I ask him smiling politly.
"Just tired." He said. I think I died because he had a soft voice.
"Yeah I know what you mean. Oh I'm JC whats your name?"
"Brain. Nice to meet you." We shook hands, he gave me a look though like he wasn't sure about something.
I walked off a little ways and started talking to people. Todd (older guy) russled my hair and I giggled cutely. After that I went to my mom and pointed Brain out and others who seemed to be with him.
"You know a Brain?" I pointed to him. "Over there him and those others with him?"
He told me no and then they went off talking about how cute my hair would be with highlights. I did a yay for highlights because my mom said I wouold pay for my own but I don't think it will be long before she brakes and buys me them herself.
I saw Brain walk out with the others and I thought he left so I walked around and talked to other people from the church and so on so forth but then I saw Brain again. I went up to Laura and asked her if he was new and she said she didn't know. So that was it I walked up to him tapped him on the shoulder and asked him if he was new here to the church.
"No I've been here a long time ago."
Me: o.o
"What! How long ago?!"
He smiled at me and said. "7 Years ago...wait a moment what was your name again?"
"J-Jessica Carter..." I said this time shyly. "Did you know me?"
"Yes!" Brain smiled at me sweetly. "I did."
I thought to myself....how old are you and I asked that.
"15." I thought I died. Mostly now I was looking into his eyes. I felt myself blush because he had such light blue eyes.
I took him over to my mom and his mom came put and I think someone my mom was talking to remembered her so they talked for a while. Brain came near me and said so I would only hear.
"You remember when you hurt your ankle while you were flying your kite or something...the boy who carried you was me."
I died. I faintly remember hurting my ankle and being carried but omg I died when I found out it was this blue eyed prince charming. I felt my whole face turn red. He left soon after and I was still blushing. How was it I couldn't remember him...and more importently...will I see him again?
Dec. 24th, 2005 @ 10:13 pm
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"EWEEEEE My big sister!" Kels says warpping her arms around him (which annoyed me ><). I groaned a little and kept to Megatokyo.com fourms so she would go away.
"My sister." Then she patted my head. I don't know why she did that...maybe its because of my new kitty hat that comes from a anime called Di Gi Charat. I dunno.
She wanders away (thank God) and my Gpa smiles at me and says, "Your a big sister." I just nod and smile at him while he makes us something to eat.
I didn't feel like getting up at all this morning but I did. Yesterday I got my hair cut vary short and I mean it. The boys back at home (Jared, Justin, and Quint and a few other friends at PFHS) are going to be like this > o.o "Jesse!" This will be funny XD. The hair cut was a christmas gift from my aunt Cin.
"Hey Jesse Luna was going crazy up staires and she fell off the bed." My sis came up beside me talking about our crazy dog. "I felt so bad for her." I rolled my eyes and didn't say anything to her just kept on typing.
Well anyways I went christmas shopping yesterday. I got-
1) 3 manga (Fruits Baskets vol.2 Samurai Champloo vol.1 and the japanese version!)
2) 2 hats (a Samurai Champloo hat and a kitty cosplay Di Gi Charat hat with kitty ears and all).
3) 1 game (Tea Socity of a Witch its those kinds of games where its a anime but you play along with it).
4) My hair cut (that is short!)
6) 2 boxs of Pokey
and I think thats it. I'm so happy ^^ I love my gifts. Quint told me his gift came when I left. I hope he didn't get me anything that cost a lot. I mean...I gave him a book for christmas....how lame is that! And Jared gives me a teddy bare and other stuff and I give him...a book too! I'm really a bad friend >< I need to get them something cool (and maybe Justin because he gave me cool stuff too). Well gonna eat see yeah loves.
Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 03:04 pm
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I'm sitting in the kitchen back at my Gma's house in Alabama (sorry I didn't write I've been writing fanfics on my other lj Silvana_Member).
"Stop saying that! You scare her! You scare her!" My mom says talking about my neice HayHay.
Their talking about my two neices when you look at Brooke she crys and how HayHay is so spolled rotten. And now to make things worse a Victoria Secret comersale came on TV (Oh boy *blushes*). Yeah wonders never cese to bother me.
"Jessice can type." I look back at them and gave them a look like Go-away. Jezz I have no peace when THERE ALL STARING AT ME! Oh god now their talking about typing styles and Hanna is next to me beating the side door (shes 3 or something). Kels is not that much of a bother because she is watching Lost.
The only thing I'm happy about now is Christmas is coming soon.
"Ow!" My aunt yells as Hanna hits her with a towel. Yeah my family is weird.
Well anyways to wrap up what the heck I've been doing lately while I've been goon. 1) I got a girlfriend during the summer namerd Meagan who I am going to marry (yay me). 2) I'm in publice school at PFHS (Pigeon Forge High School). 3) I have made 3 new friends and found an old one, Wes I found (went to school with me at CCA 3 years ago), Britt and Robert are my goth/punk friends ^^ whom I love vary much, and Jared my gay friend who is like my brother. Jared and me are really close and he is in our little gang (Justin, Quint, Jared, and myself) and I love him a lot. 4) Everyone knows I'm bi. 5) Meagan and I were caught by her mom and I can't talk to her until I'm 19 when I go pick her up. 6) I'm turning into a punk yahoo!
I look around and shiver a little hoping my family is not reading this. If my mom ever finds out I'm dead as a dog. But I think their too into Lost right now I maybe safe. I hope we get to go to the mall tomorrow or something I want to go to Suncost or Hot Topic! Though I do need to get some stuff for Jared and the others.
"Do you like coffee? You want some coffee?" My other Aunt (the cool one) was holding out some coffee beans with coco on it and a hint of cherry.
I hold out my hand. "I'm the one who drinks coffee! Give me some." I say with a smirk and he gives me one (yay!) which I gladly eat.
HOLY CRAP! Some guy is in a plane seat up in a tree! Cool/Wow/uh oh! O.O! The dead guy fell out of the tree! O.O That will stay in my head for a while.
Hanns and Aunt Leah (the cool anut) are leaving and my Aunt Cin is still here so I'm gonna tell them good-bye. Bye Bye! (Hopefully I come back o.O)
Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 02:49 am
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The music is blaring in my head phones to block out my little sis playing her video game on my PS2 (Jak 2). I've been on Gaia online so much that I haven't written in my LJ or talk on AIM. I've been writing though. I'm working on a story (and there will be lemon in it) about a rp fourm I'm on (Harry Potter and the Devil's Gift). Its going to be good (I hope).
I looked over at my sis as she brezes through the game. She was always a pro at video games. She even taken posetion of my Nintendo DS as her own. Eh I don't care I wanted a PSP for my birthday anyways (I'm trying to save up my money).
Now the only good news about school coming back is that I'm going to puplic school. Yes I'm going to PFHS. I bet my ex (Justin) will be pissed. He gose to SCHS. Oh well.
My neice just walked out my room. She and her little baby sis and my older sis (Brandy aka brat) had come over to spend the week with us and man am I glad there leaving today. I know I shouldn't say such things but you've never met her and her two girls. Ahhh all hell!
I've got Harry Potter 6 but I'm not done with it (though I am almost). I guess I'll read the reat during this week. Its pretty good so far and theres stuff in it like made me say OMFG! Haha cool huh? Well I'm going I have to get stuff for school today.
Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 02:19 pm
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| » 1 day left (till I leave my Gma's and the Harry Potter book!) |
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My Gpa is snoring in the back ground. I gave a small gron as he snored loader. I look over at my Gma and sighed.
"Does he always do this?" I asked her as she was looking through the paper.
She nodded and mouthed a 'yes' so not to wake him up. I turned back to the iMac and started on my journal again. Man I missed my computer! I can't even do Word on this thing! Ahhhh! Or copy or paste or nothing! Ahhhhh! I miss my iTunes I miss my room I miss not having to look over my shoulder when I'm....forget that part but I miss it so.
My Gpa is now doing airy snores which is really annoying! And did I forget load....oh I miss the quietness of my room.
"Gosh.."
I looked over at my Gma reading the peper. She must have saw something about that baby that was shot. Eww sad and horribe sorry.
Harry Potter 6 is coming out tomorrow night. OMG! I have been waiting for this for 6 months (maybe 4 or 5 give or take)! Omg its going to be so cool. Though I think I've upset my Aunt Lee (can't spell her full name). She wanted to take me but Mrs. Kim (Greenwood's wife. My friends mother. The owner of the house I'm going to stay with tomorrow and the last week) reserved a copy for me and wanted me to come with Dolten. I couldn't say no. Dolten would be killed by the croawd if I wasn't there to protect him. So I said yes and now were leaving tomorrow to Nashville. I feel kinda bad now. It was Friends or Family.....why do I get all cought up in theses things? I like being alone, away from people so I don't have to choose and whatnot (been saying 'whatnot' because of Michael tell you later).
I was up as 3 in the morning again. Hehe I always do that (somehow I can live without much sleep). But I'm kinda tired now and I gotta think up some new stuff for a storry I'm writting (I also have to think up a pairing for 30Kisses) so I'm going to lie down for a while.
Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 03:19 pm
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"Come on Jessica lets move it!" Yelled a voice from down staires whiched pissed me off a bit.
"I'm coming!" I yelled back and jumped off the computer.
I ran outside and jumped into the car with my backpack on my shoulders. "Good." Said my mom and we drove away.
To make a quick summery of what happened:
I'm gone for about 3 weeks to 3 diffrent places. The Beach, My Gma's and Nashville to the Greenwoods. I've already spent a week at the beach and I'm at my Gma's house on her computer (a iMac, nice vary nice). My garndma is working in front of me and my grandpa is talking to her as she worked. My sis has my new Nintendo DS and shes play'in up a storm (Super Mario 64 DS....I need a new game). I haven't been writing much and I think I gotta give up the SiriusX Remus fanfic. Oh well I might do Star Wars. Thats a little easier for me to come up with.
"Dundn't that make your eyes hurt Kelsey?" Said someone behind me.
I turn to fine my grandma whiping the table.
"No." My sis said with her eyes still on the game.
I made a small growle as to wanting my game back bu I know it will be in a few days till I get a new game for it. My friend Justin is on a trip himself and Quint was left behind. Poor Quint I thought to myself as I read the e-mail that Justin sent me. They were both wondering were I went so I e-mailed Justin.
My grandpa turmed on the TV which gave me a jump. The TV was turned up load so i guess anyone would jump if here head was near it. My eyes start to burn and I rubbed then softly. I think thats it for tonight.
Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 06:56 pm
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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 10:17 pm
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| » NEW Fing PIC RULZ! |
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OMG!
Its a Star Wars YAOI! LOL! maybe I should write about that ^^!
Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 12:55 pm
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Man I need to start writing or my couple will be taken away! LUPIN X SIRIUS AWAY!
Hmmmm though....what to write?
Jun. 5th, 2005 @ 08:57 pm
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( Angel Of Death )
May. 29th, 2005 @ 06:42 pm
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Title of the work: The Flame In The Candle
Author/Artist: lone_wolf_77, Editor: the__wired
Pairing: Remus x Sirius
Fandom: Harry Potter
Theme: #22 (candle)
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. I wish I did then Remus and Sirius would be together.
Summary: Remus and Sirius are doing there homework together late at night. Surprising Sirius is already done with his and is now watching Remus closely through the flame of the candle and its making Remus nervous.
the__wired was a big help to me so I want to thank him for being my editor! THANK YOU the__wired!
( The Flame In The Candle )
May. 28th, 2005 @ 09:29 pm
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